Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Falling for the first time

Words are the lyrics from BNL "Falling for the first Time"
I'm so Cool, too bad I'm a loser
I'm so smart, too bad I can't get anything figured out
I'm so brave, too bad I'm a babyI'm so fly, that's probably why it
Feels just like I'm falling for the first time
I'm so green, it's really amazing
I'm so clean, too bad I can't get all the dirt off of me.
I'm so sane, it's driving me crazy
It's so strange, I can't believe it
Anyone perfect must be lying, anything easy has its cost
Anyone plain can be lovely, anyone loved can be lost
What if I lost my direction? What if I lost sense of time?

I'm so chill, no wonder it's freezing
I'm so still, I just can't keep my fingers out of anything
I'm so thrilled to finally be failing
I'm so done, turn me over cause it
Feels just like I'm falling for the first time

I loved this song, and it always seems to fit me.
I am challenging myself with this LO.
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Monday, May 08, 2006

Well I got an answer

I still feel pretty dumb. I misunderstood the directions for the rules of the contest. During the chat, I gathered from the questions asked, that I could use a photo my husband took. That anyone could use any photo as long as it wasn't a professional one. Meaning, an old photo or one a family member took, as long as it didn't have copyrights to it. That was not the case.

I mean honestly, if I had thought that, I certainly would not have chosen the photo I chose. I used to be a photographer! I have a million photos! I chose that one because it has a lot of meaning to me. Even though my H took it, it is still my photo. It was taken with my camera. Sheesh.

Oh well, at least it wasn't because I suck.

Sunday, May 07, 2006

Feeling a little discouraged

Ok, so I kind of figured that I wouldn't be going on to round two of the Ultimate Digiscrapper Contest, but I was hopeful. I thought I had a chance. Well, as you might have figured, I was cut.

I am trying not to feel sad about it, but I can't help it. Did my photo suck? Did my LO suck? What did I do wrong?

Anyway, I thought, I hoped, well, I though maybe I was good enough. I don't know if I can handle any more rejection. I am taking this too hard. I feel silly and stupid for being so sad.

My favorite pregnancy photo taken by my H when I was 35 weeks. My daughter is now two.


Papers, butterfly by me. Edges by me. Flower stamps by Suzanne C. Walker (modified). Fonts: Selfish and Miss.